Friday, November 7, 2008

Nizamuddin: A much awaited trip

You just can’t have enough of this city. There’s no end to the treasures it holds within its streets and by lanes. As I parked my motorcycle at the beginning of a crowded lane in the enigmatic Nizamuddin area of south Delhi, I was wondering whether this was something like the rabbit’s hole that led Alice from a familiar world to a wonderland. The feeling grew stronger as we waded through a sea of white-capped people, who were emerging out of the grand madarsa nearby or from the several small restaurants lining the lane on both sides. Some were returning from the dargah that this lane led to - my destination. An old monument caught my eye just as the row of eateries ended. The old building of red sandstone stood alone and in the dark, forgotten just like a tree by the roadside merges with the surrounding milieu. I kept staring at it for a few seconds and moved on, quickly allowing the next sight to grab my attention. We stopped at the tomb of Mirza Ghalib, wondering how he came to be entombed so far away from his residence at Ballimaran in Chandni Chowk. A lady was begging me for alms, to whom I said, “Aage jaao”. She replied, without a moment of hesitation, “Aage se hi toh aa rahi hu”. I carried on the conversation, saying, “Toh aur aage jao”. But she had the last word, as she went away telling me in the manner of a reprimand, “Aage jaao, aage jaao…Allah ke ghar me aaye hain, gharib ko kuch de nahi sakte.”

One is often tempted to give alms to beggars, but one doesn’t know what, actually, is the right thing to do in such situations: give alms at that instance and encourage begging, which has become an organised racket in most big cities, or shoo away the beggar with an “aage jaao” and risk committing the sin of not helping somebody who might be in real need of one’s help. As the poor woman went away, her chiding made me wonder that maybe she was actually in need.

But I digress. We went on and encountered two rows of innumerable shops, again on either side of the lane, selling several versions of the Holy Quran, trinkets, chaadars, flowers, incense sticks and a few other articles to be offered at the mazaar. They were ferociously vying for our attention, calling us on the pretext of depositing our footwear with them. My friend, not a first-time-visitor like me, selected the shop she was familiar with. We deposited our footwear with the shopkeeper, washed our hands, purchased the necessary items to be offered at the mazaar, covered our heads, and surged ahead. As the end of the rabbit hole neared, we could hear faint strains of a qawwali and the accompanying clapping. After paying obeisance at the tomb of Amir Khusrau, said to be the greatest follower of Nizamuddin Auliya - the great sufi saint whose tomb is the most famous one in the area and also after whom the locality is named – I saw the qawwals sitting in an open area facing the tomb of the saint.

They sat amidst listeners, comprising locals as well as foreign tourists. What they sang was barely comprehensible but people sat mesmerised. So did I.

Swinging my head to the tunes, I promised myself that I would come here some other Thursday and sit throughout the performance.

A brief visit to the baoli situated within the campus and we were heading out of the place, with me wondering that sometimes, how easily old wishes come true just like that. In order to go back home with a ‘complete’ experience, we also stopped by at one of the eateries and had some mutton biryani and chicken leg. My friend suggested we have some phirni too, but I was already full. And not just with the food.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Thursday, October 9, 2008

कोई उतार दे मुझे तुम्हारी आँखों में,

बस तुम्हारे सोने से पहले;

तुम्हारी बंद पलकों के नीचे,

तुम्हारे साथ, कैद रह जाऊँगा रात भर :)

Friday, August 8, 2008


Do u thnk such images shud b publshd or shown by media?do respond..

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Monday, June 2, 2008

Ek Shaam Ismat Aapa Ke Naam



Went to see dis play yesterday. A tribute to the rebellious Urdu writer, Ismat Chughtai.
Presented three of her stories. One of them was Saas (I had forgotten the names of the other two by the time the first one's presentation was over..hope 2 google em out soon and include here)

A good presentation, and an evening well-spent, i must say. Deepak observed that this was far better than watching Race. I think he ought to have been a little more judicious with his comment. Cos Race was trash. It was nothing in comparison to a good play. It was nothing in comparison to anything. Heck, it WAS nothing. Period. But its ok deepak, mai teri bhawnaayen samajh gaya.

The play brought back memories of college days, in more ways than one. We had been introduced to Chughtai, like several other literary greats, during college. It was a short-story, Lihaaf (The Quilt), and the most sensational one of our entire three year course, for us boys at least. (oh come on, i m just being honest! It was on lesbianism, for heaven's sake!)

The stage, the actors, the sutradhaars, the song and dance. Everything was reminiscent of our own "acting days". Of course, the wind of the thought "why did i not choose this field" ruffled my inspired-by-the-moment-mind several times.

Friday, May 30, 2008

Disillusioned

if i bang my fist in d wall,
wud it dent arjun singh's chin?
even if it did,
with the help of some voo-doo,
wat help wud dat be
to the issue at hand?

but dats wat i m doing,
cos i kno that protests are ineffective,
and rallies are such a sham,
petitions are mere formality,
and movements are always a failure.

i wud prefer sighing at injustice,
and saying "this must stop,
i wud be told y dont u do smthng,
n i wl say "deres no point".
a colleague would crack a joke,
and i wud laugh,
close the newspaper report on the agitation,
pack my bags, go home,
and d next day wud be d same.

why? u ask, cant it be any dfrnt?
and i tell you, "u r such an idealist, my frend.
not me, i'm 'disillusioned'."

Monday, May 26, 2008

Thursday, May 22, 2008

wanderlust (finally, a poem on my favrt topic)

as i sit in dis cubicle
n think of things far far away
one sensation runs through my spine
repeatedly,
urging me to get up,
abandon everything keeping me occupied,
n set out,
on a journey unplanned.

a journey on which i see places i've only heard of,
or seen in pictures;
or maybe even those i've never heard of,
meet new people in old lands,
peep into their lives,
leave a part of me there,
and take a part of them along.
hear a new poem, learn a new song,
feel d waters of a new river on my face,
feel d wind atop a new mountain
ruffle my hair,
enticing me to stop right there,
but i see a new village in a valley nearby,
and i descend towards a new experience.
i wanna see, i wanna hear,
how tagore's songs keep women happy in the fields,
how kids derive joy from jumping in puddles,
d rain dat i complain of as i get wet on way to work,
how does it make those kids jump with sheer joy.
i wanna hear d bauls' songs,
i wanna follow them to see their life,
ive heard their society is different from ours,
what that difference is, i wanna see.

ive heard deres a pond or a spring behind every house in kerala,
how happy would dat make d ppl living there.
ive heard ladakh has d world's highest motorable roads,
do d ppl there really feel "on top of the world"?
ive heard in d desert u cant see anything for miles,
but the sand,
if i lay in the sand
would u be able to see me,
or wud i also become a small part of the vast desert.
ive heard it never stops raining in mawsenram,
i wanna see do kids jump in puddles there as well.
ive heard wives of sunderbans' fishermen
pray for their lives ever time they go to fish,
i wanna see what they feel,
when i tell them of the comforts i live in.

as i talk of comforts,
like a camera zooming out,
my mind has come back to the city i live in,
back to my work,
back to my cubicle.
is dis a place which has me tethered?
or is dis d source of d wanderings of my mind...

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Monday, May 19, 2008

lamha

use to chhor aaya, but lamha chura ke,
chupke se,
jeb me rakh lia.
raat to takiya ke niche rakh ke soya,
n subhe se baar baar use jeb se nikal ke dekh raha hu,
aur yuhin muskura raha hu..

d fly

Its lovely to see you shooing away that fly from my face,
I thank the fly for coming back again n again n again..

khwaab

aankh malo to ojhal nahi hota,
haatho se chhoo lo to ehsaas bhi ho jata hai,
madhoshi se hosh ke safar me kahin kho nahi jata,
zehan se na mitne wali yaad bhi ban jata hai;
arsa ho gaya us mulaaqat ko,
par taj mere liye aaj bhi ek khwab hi hai..

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Why dsnt smbdy let her in?



The PVR Priya complex presents a strange picture. On one hand u have the huge multiplex itself, the restaurants, bars and showrooms for the ultra rich; and on the other, u have gobar-lined streets. The powers responsible for all that fertilizer share space with the unsuspecting love birds who are constantly vulnerable to bringing some goo home on their shoes. Whether the beauty of the 'posh' Basant Lok is tarnished or enhanced by this bovine grace, is not for me to comment on. Its for u 2 feeeelllll..just visit the place and take some of it home..

Monday, May 12, 2008

call

hundreds of things to do and say
missing altogether from my life today.
unheeded till now, not anymore
i've got a call from far away...

Monday, April 21, 2008

















Bhopal


Bada taalaab

Mom..


Like a river coming from far away,
Heavy with all d water,
And other things deep within,
Flowing and flowing till it reaches d sea,
Its destination,where it can unload all dat it has been carrying,
Deposit it in safe custody,
And Lose itself in d vastness;
I pour into you,mom..
U r my sea..

Friends since...ICE AGE,maybe!



Gr8 are d wonders of the internet.Orkut,dat gr8 meeting place of long lost friends n acquaintances,had a treasure in store 4 me as well.Met Hanif after 14 years.Felt like an archaeologist.Dscvrd 1 of my most ancient memories,after all!

D moonlight afair..

Dunno wats my fascination wid d moon.It pulls me like it pulls tidal waves.

ITALY-Sambhar

Just wondering,do u get idlees in Italy?

Ludo,anybody?


One of d trademark features of d great indian train journey.








Sunday, April 13, 2008

ghard

tum band kar lo darwaaze apne
ek aandhi chali hai
iski dhool bhed degi tumhari aankhon ko
fir dimag ke raaste se hote huye,
sama jaegi tumhari nason me,
khun ban ke.
tab tum apni zindagi kho doge
kyuki maayne badal jaenge tumhare astitva ke
aur aise badlenge ki pehchaan nahi paoge tum apne aapko
koi sheesha kaam nahi aega.
mujhe poora vishwaas hai ki tum ye kattai nahi chahte,
aur chahoge bhi kyu,
aakhir kyu tumhe tyagna pare apna jeevan,
jisme tum apne hi khuda ho,
tumhe pasand hai apna ghar,
apni naukri,
apni gaadi,
apne log,
apni khushiyaan,
apne gham bhi acche lagte hain tumhe,
tum sambhal ke rakhte ho unko;
apni ranjishen kitni pyari hai tumhe,
roz paani dete ho unko;
kahaan ye aish milegi tumhe.
apne is ghere se nikalte hi
parkhachche ud jaenge tumhaare,
kahaan sambhlegi tumse zamane ki ye gard,
khamkha chotil ho jaoge.
tumhe apni zindagi ka maayna mil gaya hai,
tum usi ghere me hi ache ho,
mat aao baahar,
band kar lo darwaaze apne.



Friday, March 21, 2008

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

the only true road

ek sadak hai
jo mere dil se tumhare dil ko jati hai
khobsoorat hai
tum kahoge kalpana hai meri
lekin mai janta hu
ki wo sadak bhram nai hai
sachchai hai,
meri sachchai.
mai uspe aksar chala jata hu,
apne aap,
yu lagta hai jaise mera har raasta,
usi sadak pe jake mil jata hai;
yaadon ke bagh hain us sadak ke kinare kinare,
maine sab to gine nahi,
par lagta hai ki ek ek yaad,
ek ek darakht ban gai hai.
mai jab chalta hu to dekhta hu un darakhto ko,
kabhi hasta hu, kabhi aankhen chhal chaala aati hain,
shayad;
fir ek talaab sa aata hai,
beech raaste me,
gehra hai shayad,
ek puliye se guzar kar paar jaana padta hai,
puliye pe chalte huye,
jab nazar niche talaab me jaati hai,
phailte-simatte hilkoron ke bich,
mujhe tumara chehra nazar aata hai,
muskurahat hai chehre pe,
lekin kuch aisa bhi hai jo spasht nai hai,
kuch keh rahi hai muskurahat,
lekin mai samajh nai pata,
jab tum meri uljhan dekhte ho,
tab tumhari muskurat se wo rahasya bhaav gayab ho jata hai,
aur fir yuhi muskurati hui tumhari wo parchhai,
sama jaati hai paani ki lakiro me.
mai kuch pal rukta hu,
intzaar kar ta parchhai ke fir se ubharne ka,
lekin wo nahi aati.
fir mai aage badh jata hu;

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

ghaate ka sauda

dukh deke maafi maangna,
ye bhi kaisa sauda hua
koi kyon dukh le ke aapko mafi de
uske liye to ghaata hua.

Friday, February 22, 2008

reed/ryte

what do i wanna do
read?
or write?
when i read i get d impulse 2 write,
when i write i feel as if i have not read enough..
how will i kno, wat am i supposed to do..

Sunday, January 13, 2008

journey with u

aamne saamne baithe rahen,
baaton ke daur chalte rahen,
beech beech me khamoshiyaan hon,
jab mai sirf dekhu tumhe,
fir jab tum meri nazar pakad lo,
to mai khidki se baahar dekhne lagu.
mudda badal du achanak,
mausam ki baat karu,
ya nazaroon ki,
ya safar ki khoobsoorati ki,
tab tak jab tak ham fir ghum fir kar,
waapas apne baare me baaten karne lag jaayen.
fir baaton baaton me hi din nikal jaaye
shaam ho jaaye aur tumhara chehra dhundhla ho jaaye,
jaise jaise din aur dhalta jaaye,
chhipte sooraj ke saath saath aur ojhal hota chala jaaye chehra tumhara,
itna ki ant me sirf aakriti nazar aaye uski mujhe.
fir mai tumhara naam lu
ye jaan ne ke liye, kahin baithe baithe so to nahi gai tum,
tumhe nind aa rahi ho,
aur mai laru tumse,
zid karu ki baat karo mujhse,
kitni mushkil se ye din churaya hai,
ise yu mat gawaao,
lekin tum dikho majboor,
apni bojhil aankhon ke aage.
fir seat badal kar, tum baith jaao mere nazdik,
aur so jaao wahin,
mere kaandhon pe sar rakh ke.
aur,
kaash,
waqt bas ruk hi jaayen wahaan,
bas ruk hi jaaye...